Kicking of the year 2020, feeling shattered and lost. As of February of this year, I’m 28 year old. I’m a male struggling to find people in my generation who are still sane living within the United Kingdom, it’s harder than it sounds, believe me… To be honest, these days I feel more like an alien, feeling like an outcast, because I feel like the people closer to my own age are becoming impossible to talk or write to. I feel people are losing touch with who they truly are, looking at life with common sense, using your mind to analyse. Nothing in life is a straightforward, what might look safe at first glace, is anything but once you research further. Delving into life taking the world for granted, taking risks when you have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. These concepts may seem perfectly adequate to someone as strong and hard as granite, but when you’re not, you like to look at life from an outside perspective to gain a greater wisdom, without condemning yourself to some unknown malady along the way.
So, if you can understand what I mean, feel the same yourself, find yourself completely misunderstood, alone, trapped, alienated, when all you’re doing is being true to yourself in a world full of lies, deceit and corruption. A world where only the evil in this world seem to thrive. Where the downtrodden struggle to cope with the oppression of our everyday lives. A world where we’re all merely slaves, or mice, locked in a laboratory cage, while eyes from above us watch over you to analyse and manipulate your every movement, according to their whims. Where the only way to escape is to drown your mind in your hobbies and interests. However; even then you begin to work out, it’s just not working anymore, the awareness of this oppression is just too strong. The need to communicate with others your age takes a hold of you and you feel you must open up to the outside world, express yourself, let others know what you’re going through and how you feel.
So, if you can relate to any of that, or you’re just curious to find out more, just keep reading my blog, and I’ll explain and express myself in more detail. If you’d like to add a comment to any of my blog posts, please do so. Also, if you’d like to send me a message, or wish to write, just let me know. I’d love to be able to connect with others in my generation who still have sanity in the United Kingdom, if it’s population hasn’t completely gone crazy. The words, ‘Keep Calm and Carry On’, spring to mind… What a statement, needs a blog post all of it’s own that one does, what rhetoric to tow us slaves or mice all in line… Please don’t be shy, just send me a message, I won’t bite, it’s the people who’ve been sucked into the corrupt mind zombies in this country, or world, who might…
Lost in an Alien World 
Feeling lost is a very common feeling in today’s world. And don’t forget Aliens are not supposed to exist!!
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Thank you Ray for your comment, and yes, feeling lost is common, and I feel the younger you are in the United Kingdom, the harder it is to find genuine people, at least it has been from my experiences. When it comes to the subject of aliens, that’s a huge debate in itself, but what I’m referring to is the adjective, as in feeling alienated in a country I feel is being twisted and manipulated in such a way that the average Joe wouldn’t understand, unless they understood the corruption happening at its core. I’ve noticed the rise in terms such as ‘asexuality’ and feeling ‘genderless’, where did these concepts come from, unless they were instilled upon people through media, entertainment, and subtle but manipulative ways. The concept of creating a ‘genderless’ toilet facility in schools is a very dangerous move. I can recognise this because it circles around bullying. The moment you mess around with the equilibrium in the school system, is the moment, a) bullying increases, and b) children start to feel pressured into becoming something they do not wish to be, ‘genderless’. At a young age, children can be very vulnerable to change, and messing with gender labels is a sure sign of twisting children to becoming something they do not wish to be. Can you imagine being bullied because you wish to remain straight as a heterosexual man or woman? This is important because it is happening. I have been a witness personally to such an experience happening to me within an online forum, so I know this does happen, since it’s happened to me personally. People need to understand the risks in such actions. Everyone’s right is important, but that also means, we all have a right to remain true to our own gender as well. We shouldn’t have to feel pushed or cajolled to become something we do not wish to me. Not everyone wants to become ‘asexual’ nor ‘genderless’. Everyone should have a right to their freedoms, if another person wants to be either of those that’s their choice, but it shouldn’t have to be forced on people through a corrupted agenda either. I wish more people could understand that the corruption is causing more tension between people and their ideologies. If I wish to remain heterosexual, that is my right, and it should not be denied me.
I have witnessed a lot in my years growing up, and I’ve noticed how people are becoming more and more estranged from each other. People try to become false to ‘fit in’ with others, at the expense of their own health and wellbeing, just to prevent themselves from remaining alone. Why should we have to change ourselves to ‘fit in’ with others. Why can’t other people just accept us for who we are, and stop trying to manipulate and control people? That is the key question here. I am myself, I am a human being, I have feeling, I am genuine, I am true. I should have a right to live my life the way I wish to live it. I only wish more people my age would wish to talk and write to me, because this country is feeling more like an alien world, with a twisted form of immorality, which I can never relate to. I just wish to find more people who can understand where I’m coming from, and can understand how this country, if not world as a whole, is being manipulated.
The old days of the 1960s, which my mother knew growing up was about the cultural movements, the artistic creative era. These days, I feel people are becoming more like mindless zombies, who are more interested in staring at their mobile phones than looking at the world around them, and noticing what is happening right before their eyes. There’s a lot of corruption going on out there under people’s noses, if only they’d look up from their mobile phones and recognise it. I feel the younger you are, the less likely you are to recognise it. It all comes down to awareness and research, because the truth is out there, it’s just too many people choose to ignore it. Many people out there are in denial of the truth, and I feel that is the main crime here, because too many of us suffer because we fail to be able to relate to others who are being affected directly by the corruption around us. People can become alienated because people fail to understand what is really going on. That is my fear.
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No way should you change! Just be yourself. Why I mentioned Aliens – is that very subject brings out so much hostility. So any sensible discussion on the subject never happens. Now apply that to any subject you care to name – and that is where the problem is. A basic amount of research should be enough for people to reach their own conclusions – and yet most of the time – they don’t do it. Just be yourself – that is my main message.
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I equally feel for me anyway, the older I get, the more lost I feel in the UK. The same in finding genuine people. Like you I am fully aware of the utter corruption at its core, their agenda of twisting people’s minds from a early age. Media of all kinds are most certainly involved in this, most importantly social media, that not only influences the young but all ages. There is most certainly an agenda going on here, that is not only present in schools, but work environments too. Statutory bodies/work places like mental health and social services are very much involved here too. I should know, I was abused in their ‘so called care’. So much so that it not only tore my family apart, so that each member of my family was abused in different ways. To the point that each one of us was totally destroyed and alone. That one part of the corruption, never mind the air we breathe, the environment being destroyed, the water we drink and the food we eat. That’s if you are not driven ‘crazy’ in the first place, suffer mental health problems, which is then blamed on you. To point where you are dragged through corrupt ‘family courts’, threatened that your children are taken away from you. When you have done nothing wrong but tried to survive in a world that is so crazy.
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