I’m a 34 year old man living in the United Kingdom, but to be honest, these days I feel more like an alien, feeling like an outcast, because I feel like the people closer to my own age are becoming impossible to talk or write to. I feel people are losing touch with who they truly are, looking at life with common sense, using your mind to analyse. Nothing in life is a straightforward, what might look safe at first glace, is anything but once you research further. Delving into life taking the world for granted, taking risks when you have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. These concepts may seem perfectly adequate to someone as strong and hard as granite, but when you’re not, you like to look at life from an outside perspective to gain a greater wisdom, without condemning yourself to some unknown malady along the way.
How many times have we heard or read words in the mainstream media, the news, the newspapers, such as ‘seems’, ‘may’, ‘maybe’, ‘appears’, ‘possible’, ‘could be’, ‘perhaps’, ‘probable’, ‘probably’, ‘suggest’, ‘if’, as just several examples that appear?
Just think about those words for a minute. What do they actually mean? Do you think they mean, ‘does’, ‘will’, ‘has’, ‘proven’, ‘prove’, ‘definite’, ‘definitely’, ‘certain’, ‘certainly’, ‘evidential’?
No, they do not, but they don’t want you to know that. You see, when you learn that fundamental truth, you’ve broken through their façade, their charade. Of course, once you truly understand that truth, the objective is to inform others. To let them know this is all just a psychological operation to undermine our intelligence, to blind us to the truth that we are all just pawns in a twisted chess game played by the Freemasons and Rockerfellers pulling wool over our eyes. You see, they’re laughing at us… They want us to turn against each other, they want to increase tension between us. They also want us to be very afraid. These psychopathic, whatever they are, have learnt how to sway public opinion to their own favour. They know how to manipulate us. They know we can’t stand to see people suffering and dying, they know we can’t stand to see prejudice, they know we all fear the loss of our loved ones, our homes, our jobs, our money. They create their own fake news, to turn our humanity, our morality, our values, against us. Then, they accuse others of fake news, ‘me thinks thou do protest too much’, eh? They are masters of deception, they know how you think, they know how you feel. The Freemasons and Rockerfellers are not new to us, they have been here for centuries. In all that time, they’ve treated us all as lab rats, as fodder, as sheep. They’ve been analysing what makes us ‘tick’, what breaks us, how they can sway and control us. Tavistock Institute which was established back in 1921 is just one example of their wish to twist and manipulate the human mind, to turn us all into mindless slaves. The more we comply, the more control they have over us, the more we’ll lose our own analytical powers, the more we’ll become their pawns. This is not about your political leanings, it’s not about religion, it’s not about racism, it’s not about sexism, these are psychological operations which are aimed to cause us all to turn against one other. You see, if we were all to stop and think, we’d be able to see through their lies.
I know it’s frightening to come to terms with the fact that the world as you thought you knew it was all a lie. Denial is a feeling many of us out there experience, because we don’t want to believe our governments, our countries, our world could be as evil as it is. We are all living in one of the most trying times in our lives. If this doesn’t prove to you how vulnerable the human psyche truly is, how people can be manipulated and turned against one another, I don’t know what will. Personally, during my childhood, I was once hoping I would be shown compassion and understanding by others, but I quickly discovered that the darkness residing in people out there is all too evident. I quickly discovered from my peer group, that the world considered the twisted aspects of abusers who’d learn your weakness, whether it be psychological, physical and/or emotional, and use it against you, is considered the norm. The more I pieced together, the quicker I grew up. I was aware of so much by the age of 7, because I was ridiculed, alienated, used, segregated, betrayed and traumatised by both my peer group and teachers. This grew in intensity the older I became. I became more and more cynical of the world around me, that by the time I saw 9/11, the Trade Centers collapsing, it was the beginning of my analysis of the wider world around me. That’s when I discovered we live in a truly corrupt and evil world. It’s only when you come to terms with that fact, that you wish to seek the genuine, real people who truly care, who understand the true meaning of love and compassion. We need to learn that these Freemasons and Rockerfellers hate the meaning of those two words ‘love’ and ‘compassion’. They wish to twist both of their meanings. They wish to cancel them both out, to turn them into their own warped image. We need to show each other what love and compassion truly means, that it’s not some warped interpretation, that it’s not a weakness, that it’s our strength, that it’s our humanity. That we are human.
Coming back to the songs in reverse again. I was originally intending to add a few examples within this blog post, but I got side tracked because this particular subject is quite complex, with many twists and turns the deeper you go. In fact, to be honest with you, I could present you with a whole array of them, all from the same band, and related to the individual singers after the band split up. I am referring to The Beatles of course. Since 1969, there was a controversial newsflash that the real Paul McCartney died in 1966 due to an alleged car crash, and that the ‘Paul McCartney’ we see today, supposedly a session musician, ‘a man of a thousand voices’, took over from the former’s role after his death. This followed plastic surgery carried out in Africa to make him look more like Paul McCartney, and training to play a guitar left handed. It’s quite an interesting concept, and I have to say, it is quite a mystery. You may think it crazy, but I’ve discovered that the deeper you explore, the more clues start to appear from some of the most intriguing places. The more you delve into the case, the fascination only continues to grow. In fact, I feel The Beatles themselves began the whole backwards music in the first place. I’ve even seen footage of George Martin, The Beatles record producer, giving a demonstration of turning records backwards to achieve a different sound, proving that they were known to experiment in such a way. Take The Beatles single ‘Rain/Paperback Writer’ for example. I have made many discoveries of ‘clues’ in their songs post 1966, but to be honest with you, I certainly can’t take the credit for recognising them, this is a topic that many, many out there have been researching for decades. I can, however; point you to some rather interesting and intriguing books and some of the interesting clues I’ve discovered, that I know many people have already pointed out before. I just thought I’d give my own take on the subject myself.
Now, before I continue, my mother was a huge fan of The Beatles and loved Paul McCartney the most, well, the one she recognises from her younger days anyway… My mother also has a photograph of herself standing next to him, well, the person she thought it was anyway… This was post 1966, I have studied the photograph myself, and the earlier photographs of Paul McCartney. I’m sorry, but I’m going to have to say, I see very little resemblance to the earlier Paul, the facial features may look similar, but the shape of his head is VERY different. I can clearly see a difference between a long face and a round face. In my opinion, they are NOT the same person.
First of all, as a point of reference, I can mention two books which I feel could be very eye opening regarding this whole controversial subject. One of the two books I’m going to refer are the following. The first is by the author Dr Nicholas Kollerstrom, ‘The Life and Death of Paul McCartney 1942-1966: a Very English Mystery’ ( https://bit.ly/2WHYG9W ). Whether you find the subject interesting or not, Dr Nicolas Kollerstrom, has some fascinating insights into some very controversial subjects such as 9/11. He’s written some really interesting books; on subjects the mainstream media wants to cover up. The book encompasses research he has gathered from other researchers on the subject of ‘Paul Is Dead’, the name given by researchers themselves. I have to say, a lot of the book is fascinating, and eye opening, he goes into a lot of depth. I’ve even discovered that he mentions about this instance where this ‘Paul McCartney’ travelled to Japan during when he was a part of his band Wings. Since The Beatles travelled to Japan before late 1966, they took fingerprints of the members of The Beatles. They still had their fingerprints on file, and when ‘Paul McCartney’ was arrested for possessing drugs, his fingerprints were taken. They discovered that this ‘Paul McCartney’s fingerprints did NOT match the fingerprints they had on file for Paul McCartney. They received a phone call from the United Kingdom to give this ‘Paul McCartney’ permission to be released. Have you ever heard about that during the 1970s? I bet you haven’t, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t happen either. I’ve read of all sorts, including the effect it all must have had on Jane Asher, the former girlfriend of the old Paul McCartney. To me, I could swear she’s been affected by a form of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. It must have been tragic just imagining what she must have seen in those mid 1960s relating to what happened to the old Paul McCartney. She must have been hit with one heck of a sledgehammer, with a reoccurring nightmare. Even songs like John Lennon’s own ‘Come Together’ song has references to his own nightmare too, just think about the words in the lyrics. Was he seeing some kind of a zombie of Paul McCartney coming back from the grave? Why? Is it because the second ‘Paul McCartney’ looked too eerily similar to his old friend, the original Paul? It must make you wonder, well, it makes mewonder anyway. There’s a lot of strange goings on surrounding the mid to latter half of The Beatles, even in the earlier Paul McCartney’s own interest in Mark Lane’s research, into JFK’s assassination, showing that Lee Harvey Oswald was innocent. We are dealing with some very deep subjects here, that go way beyond The Beatles themselves when we consider subjects like this. Think about it, some of the big newsflashes in the 1960s include the assassination of John F Kennedy. It was on everyone’s mind at the time, as it was clearly on the pre 1966 Paul McCartney’s mind as well. Think about it, he was just as concerned about his death as all of the peace seekers were in the 1960s.
The second book I’m referencing, which was actually mentioned within Dr Nicholas Kollerstrom’s own book, is part and parcel of these unusual ‘clues’. It’s also rather a mystery, an anomaly even, and requires analysing, in and of itself. The book is called, ‘The Memoirs of Billy Shears’ ( https://bit.ly/2UwU2Je ), the illusive name of the person suspected of taking over Paul McCartney’s role, or William Shepherd or Campbell if you want to use the longer term some people have been using. The book itself is somewhat of a riddle of sorts. Even the cover of the book alone looks strange, you could even say, the shape on the front cover almost resembles the signature illuminati’s pyramid, with an ‘eye’ where the ‘o’ in the word, ‘Memoirs’ is showing. The way the book is written has a pattern of it’s own, to mathematical precision even. It’s a book where the content itself spans 666 pages, over 66 chapters, and it was even released on 9th September 2009, that’s 09/09/09. Turn those numbers around, and what do you have? ‘666’. It’s an incredibly ominous book, in number patterns alone. Can you see now how patterns are being used in this world? This is no joke, just look it up for yourself. The book’s author is by someone called, Thomas E. Uharriet, but it’s supposedly ghost written for the person who played ‘Paul McCartney’. It’s incredibly unusual, to say the least. Think of it what you will, but I find several factors about this book fascinating in itself. Just the mathematical precision alone is quite a feat by itself. This book wasn’t written by an amateur, a lot of pain staking work has gone into creating this riddle of pages. I read Dr Nicolas Kollerstrom’s interpretation of the book. He actually contacted the author of the book, Thomas E. Uharriet, and mentioned how pressured he was to release his book to make sure it was dated, 09/09/09. Why was it so important? Just a thought… Then, take the way the book is written, the first letter on every other line within each chapter is supposed to spell out the chapter’s title or meaning itself. That is some pretty extreme mathematical patterns and accuracy there. It’s like it’s been written by a master of wordplay. It sounds more like a riddle within riddles. I’ve heard that the book itself contains certain lies which makes sure the book couldn’t be of any use to prove anything. The last time I checked, I discovered the book cost around £30. That’s quite a lot of money to charge just for a book. Clearly it has been deliberately listed at such a high price value to prevent all except the most determined researchers from purchasing it. It sounds like a sneaky way of trying to clear someone’s conscience, from the backdoor, don’t you think? Well, whatever you may think, you have to admit, it is a rather extremely intriguing book on all accounts, especially to go to such extraneous lengths to make/write it in such a way. Who would go to such extremes? It would have had to take someone with an extremely mathematical OCD precise mind, at least.
In reference to the post 1966 version of ‘Paul McCartney’, he said within the ‘Magical Mystery Tour’ film that he was 30 years old. The film was shown in 1968. Now, if Paul McCartney was actually referring to his own age, then since he was born in 1942, that would make him 26, not 30 years old. Why would he need to say he was 30? To me, that sounds like he was trying to give us all a clue that he is not the real Paul McCartney. It’s almost funny in a way that this ‘Paul McCartney’ is blatantly giving away these clues and wondering if we’re ever going to start picking up the pieces in the aftermath, if you have a keen eye. It’s like he’s deliberately laying out some kind of a riddle, like it’s some sort of a game to him. I’ve also discovered that he’s been using anagrams in his own alias during his musical career with Wings too.
Coming back to John Lennon for a moment, and Paul McCartney’s reactions and emotional expressions towards him. Now, I’ve learnt quite a lot about The Beatles the more I researched, and I have to say, there is a very clear contrast between the Paul McCartney of pre 1966 and post 1966. His mannerisms and body language I can recognise within old films causes me to believe that the two Paul McCartneys are two opposite sides of a coin. Now, coming back to the idea that this post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ said he was 30 in 1968. That would make his date of birth 1938. I find this particularly fascinating because I have an interested in people’s Chinese Zodiac signs. I have actually carried out my own personal research on their two personalities based on their zodiac signs, and I have to say, it’s interesting to say the least.
Now, we all know that post 1966, there were a lot of arguments with The Beatles themselves, there was a lot of friction, and they were also no longer dressing or looking the same as they did prior to 1967. Take pre 1966 Paul McCartney’s year of birth, 1942. That would make him the Horse. However; if you take the age the post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ said in the film, ‘Magical Mystery Tour’, then his date of birth would be 1938. That would make him the Ox. You may not realise what those two zodiac signs mean by themselves, but I went a step further. I compared the Chinese Zodiac signs of the other members of The Beatles. John Lennon and Ringo Starr were both Dragons, and George Harrison was the Goat. Between themselves there would be friction between the other members of The Beatles, by their own signs.
Now, take pre 1966 Paul McCartney sign of the Horse. Take the Dragon and Goat. Did you know that the Horse is compatible with the Dragon and Goat? They would all be in harmony simply because Paul McCartney, the Horse was among them. He would have drawn them all together, kept them together, helped smooth over any rough edges. Also, Jane Asher’s own zodiac sign of the Dog, was on par with the Horse, so they were balanced, neither compatible nor incompatible. John Lennon himself went through a harrowing childhood. In fact, his own mother was killed in a car crash. He ended up living with his aunt. He became a bit of a tear away since then. It’s understandable really, he’d been through hell growing up, it’s not surprising he suffered so much. Unfortunately, that also meant he could become a bit aggressive. He even admitted it himself years later, before he tragically died. Anyway, coming back to Paul McCartney, the Horse.
The Beatles on an episode of Morecambe and Wise’s, ‘Two of a Kind’, broadcast in April 1964.
I can remember seeing an old episode of ‘Two of a Kind’ starring Eric Morecambe and Ernie Wise, a classic example of one of Britain’s best comedy double act legends. On this particular episode, it was amazing to see such comedy legends, Morecambe and Wise, standing next to one of the biggest British bands of all time, The Beatles. It was comedy meets music. They were both taking Britain and the world by storm, both in their own unique way. I could see both John Lennon and Paul McCartney’s reaction to Eric and Ernie during their speech towards the end of the programme, and I have to say, something quite telling stood out to me. Apart from Paul McCartney’s rounded face, which is very different from the long face of the post 1966 version, his mannerisms were very shy and timid. I saw how each of The Beatles reacted to Eric Morecambe, and I was analysing it closely. I could see, each were friendly and funny, joining in the joke. However; by the time they got to John Lennon, I could see something VERY different. I felt like John Lennon took the joke too personally, because I could sense hostility behind his actions. To me, it looked like John Lennon was intimidating Eric Morecambe. John Lennon took Eric’s hand, leaned in, and looked him up and down, like he was trying to size him up. The audience started laughing, but for some reason, I found it odd, because I felt John Lennon was a bit too forward, more than the other two were before him. I felt he was acting quite arrogantly towards Eric Morecambe, which I felt was uncalled for… I could see poor Eric began to look uncomfortable after that, I could see him shuffling his collar. I know what it’s like to be bullied, so I could feel for Eric’s anguish. He turned to Ernie and said, “I bet you didn’t expect that, did you?”. It sounded to me like John Lennon’s reaction wasn’t rehearsed, and Eric didn’t expect him to turn on him like that. Ernie just burst out laughing, so I could see Eric felt uncomfortable. When I heard Eric say, “Well, it’s a bit strong, isn’t it?”, and Ernie said, “No, he’s right”, I could also see he had nowhere to turn, he was stuck between The Beatles themselves and his partner Ernie Wise. I could see Ernie didn’t seem to understand Eric’s predicament very well, but from my position, I saw how uncomfortable Eric was becoming. So, in classic Eric Morecambe style, almost instinctively, he deflected it in his own professional comedic charisma, by turn away from them, and instead commenting on Ringo Starr sitting at the back at the drums, saying “Oh hello Bonzo”. Ironic, isn’t it that the name ‘Bonzo’, relates to the latter ‘Bonzo Dog Do Dah band’ of the late 1960s? I felt that Ringo was his safer port of call of that experience. A way to seek some relief from what he’d just been through. Then Eric says, “Get em’ off Ern, they’ve done enough”. Ernie, “What do you mean, ‘done enough’?” Eric, “Well, they’re getting insulting now, get em’ off”. I get the feeling that was Eric’s insecurity coming out there, through the humour. You see, Eric Morecambe could never stop the comedy routine, even into his family life, so he was always the comedic. I feel he was letting his insecurities show during his comedy performance here. I could see the difference between the body language of Paul McCartney and John Lennon, and it was so interesting to see how contrasting they both were. Paul was very fidgety and nervous; he couldn’t keep his hands still, he was also folding his arms in front of him (a defensive manoeuvre). However; John Lennon kept his hands behind his back, I couldn’t see any nerves coming through, so if he had any nerves at all, I’d say he was hiding them well. I wonder whether he treated his nerves in an aggressive way, and let out his emotions on the offensive rather than the defensive, like Paul.
This next video shocked my mother when she first watched it because as soon as she saw the look on Paul’s face and his mannerisms, she could tell it was the earlier Paul. For me, personally, when the camera focuses on Paul, I can see sadness in his eyes and face. To be honest with you, I can even recognise myself in his expression. It’s like I’m looking at a mirror image reflection of my own feelings of sadness. Maybe it’s just me, but I can sense genuine feeling and emotion in his face and eyes. I can tell he’s not arrogant, he’s not flippant, he’s serious. You can see a kind, genuine and sincere face, a face of someone who cares. Watching this video, it leads me to believe that the earlier Paul was more thoughtful and started to question the world around him. I wouldn’t be surprised if he ended up biting off more than he could chew, and something tragic happened to him in the end because of it. Maybe he knew too much. I can think of several great and good influential people who died tragically during the 1960s, John F Kennedy and Martin Luther King Jr. as two examples come to mind for a start off.
Beatles 1966 Last interview
Now, take post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ sign of the Ox. Here we have a clear contrast. Take the other three Beatle’s signs of the Dragon and Goat. You know I said that pre 1966 Paul McCartney was compatible with the Dragon and Goat, well, the Ox is most certainly not. In fact, I find it rather ironic that his sign is parallel opposite, not only to The Beatles themselves, but to Jane Asher as well. The Ox and Dog are NOT compatible in the least. However; I discovered Linda Eastmann’s Chinese Zodiac sign as well, the Snake. The Ox and the Snake ARE compatible. Isn’t it funny that this ‘Paul McCartney’ marries Linda Eastmann? It’s quite ironic really. You know how nervous and fidgety pre 1966 Paul McCartney was? Well, this post 1966 ‘Paul’ is most certainly not. I have seen many photographs and interviews of him, and I do not see the earlier classic example of someone shy and timid. He is anything but.
Here is an example of this post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’. Look at the expression on his face. Do you think this is the same Paul McCartney within the previous videos above, pre 1966?
Beatles John Lennon (left) and Paul McCartney face the press in 1968. | Bettmann
Also, I feel the next one is a very interesting photograph as well, showing post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ lost in a conversation with Linda Eastmann. Notice he’s so entranced by Linda Eastmann, he’s forgetting that he is holding his cigarette in his right hand, not his left. He’s supposed to be left handed. He also holds it right handed in the album cover Abbey Road, which people have considered to be part of the clues of ‘Paul Is Dead’ as well.
May 1967. Early dating. Linda Eastman talks to Paul McCartney at launch party for Beatles album “Sgt Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band.” The couple would marry two years later, in March 1969. Photo: John Pratt
There was also a lot of friction within The Beatles after the incident over hiring a new manager for The Beatles, following Brian Epstein’s death. I feel there’s something odd about that as well, for reasons I’d discovered relating to a spiked orange slice Ronnie Lane of the Small Faces said he took at a party around 1967, which gave him with a severe illness that carried with him throughout his life. He said that Brian Epstein was also at this party. So he must have taken one of those spiked orange slices too. I find it odd that they say he died of a drug overdose, it makes me wonder whether it had something to do with that spiked orange slice. Clearly, Ronnie Lane must have been at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Anyway, there was friction between post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ and John Lennon. ‘Paul’ wanted Linda Eastmann’s father to take over as their manager, but John wanted Allen Klein. Now, I’m not debating about who was right and wrong here, though I can see that Allen Klein was untrustworthy in the end. I wonder what was the REAL reason John didn’t want Linda Eastmann’s father taking over. Now, if this post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ isn’t the real Paul, then you can start to understand why John didn’t want Paul’s choice. Then it would all start to make more sense.
Take this next image as an example of the post 1966 ‘Paul McCartney’ showing his laid back, confident body language during a show called the ‘Tonight Show’ in 1968. Can you see the difference between the body language of the earlier Paul in the show ‘Two of a Kind’ broadcast in April 1964, and the image of this post 1966 ‘Paul’ on this later ‘Tonight Show’ in 1968?
Paul McCartney and John Lennon on the ‘Tonight Show’ in 1968
Friday 13th only two weeks ago, a day which signifies a very specific day for the shadowed elite in the background. Since that day and the virus, we’re all expected to isolate ourselves? Sounds too coincidental to me. This is an elitist agenda if ever I’ve seen one…
It was a bright sunny day outside earlier this Mother’s Day (very rare in the United Kingdom, and most likely covered by clouds before long), showing signs of spring’s approach, and what signs do we see from the world around us? Adrian Monkism, the OCD American TV detective series… ( https://livingwithasandspd.wordpress.com/2020/03/22/madness-virus-5g/ ) Nature beckons, the birds are singing, the flowers are growing……and people are trapped. What does that tell you about the world we live in today? Did God teach us to burrow and hide away, hibernating ourselves for the spring, the summer, the autumn and winter? What are we trying to do here, go back to the stone age? I mean, if we’re all stuck indoors, what’s next? Building caves out of rock faces. We’re all going to have to start foraging berries again, aren’t we? Building fires in our back gardens. Start growing crop fields in our gardens.
You know what, I feel the most efficient of us out there are those who can grow their own food, a warehouse and large freezer capacity, have a water distiller in their homes, solar power to heat their water and power the electricity. When you think about it, even the companies have been heading for this for a long time. Think about how they all want us to pay for their merchandise with credit and debit cards, not with money. They’re already preventing us from paying with cash now, aren’t they? Remember the adverts for postal prescriptions, they knew this Coronavirus issue was coming, didn’t they? How did they know? Clearly, to me, this sounds like it was all planned long in advance. I feel, we’re not dealing with a virus alone here, we’re dealing with the elite, the dark forces in the background manipulating this virus for their own gain. It makes me think, is this all real, or a fabrication of a cover up involving the world as a whole. We had 9/11 (two skyscrapers turning into dust in mid air), 7/7 bombings (making a documentary on the BBC about bombings in London, only a year before the event actually took place, identical to the bombing itself), now we have CONVID-19. Funny how the numbers, ‘1’ and ‘9’ repeat themselves, isn’t it? Patterns emerging? You see, the evil forces out there, illuminati, elite, Freemasons, whatever they want to be called, use numbers in their twisted chess board games, involving the world as a whole as the chess board, and all of us citizens as their pawns, the police and military as their knights, the churches and cathedrals as their bishops, the houses of parliament as their castles, and their head puppets as their king and queen. As far as I’m concerned, I look upon this chessboard with utter distain. I wish we could all look passed the propaganda, to the real evils behind closed doors, because there’s only one ending to all of this, and it is not on the side of the people.
Ever heard of the term, ‘Problem, Reaction, Solution’? The evils in this world create a ‘problem’, they get the ‘reaction’ from the people, and in the end, the people are unable to understand the truth behind the lies, and therefore seek a ‘solution’, which was actually what the evils in this world were aiming for in first place. You see, we’re all being herded like sheep towards a destination, ‘herd immunity’, against our will, or to put it more accurately, the sheep cannot understand and therefore are blindly obedient. I hate this, because to me, it’s like ‘lambs to the slaughter’, all I can do is inform people, to look passed what’s in front of us, to what’s behind, the puppet masters themselves. They are the ones we all need to be concerned about, they are the ones who will use this to their own agenda. We, as the people, are ALL the victims here, and we are ALL against evil tyrants, the world over.
The world is heading for this ‘one world government’, isn’t it? Look at it, the world is in utter chaos because of this ‘virus’, tension starts building between people, and the small group of elite, known as the illuminati, come out on top, ruling the world from their own thrones of their own twisted make, built upon the suffering of the masses.
What we really need to be truly concerned about here is that 5G can be installed from behind our backs, without our knowledge. Think about why the schools are really shutting down, and why we are being told to be isolated. No one is around to see 5G being installed, are they? See what I mean? 5G emits a powerful level of Electromagnetic Radiation (EMF). Concentrated levels of EMF damages our immune system. Take a common illness like a cold or flu, and multiply it by many times over. That is the power 5G technology can have on our immune systems. We will be in danger of radiation exposure; therefore, common illnesses will become lethal, deadly even! Everyone is going to start dying, blaming this ‘Coronavirus’, when the true culprit is 5G. See how manipulated, cold and calculating the illuminati truly are here? They’ve been building underground tunnels for years now. Clearly, it’s all been to prepare for this moment. I wish more people could see what’s REALLY going on here…
5G WILL KILL us all, THAT is the real truth behind the lies, ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATION (EMF) DAMAGES OUR IMMUNE SYSTEM! If you don’t believe me, look it up for yourself. 5G is a crime against nature, it’s a crime against humanity. It can also be installed in SECRET, by isolating ourselves, shutting down our schools, keeping away from their building works… What the eye doesn’t see, doesn’t know, please remember that…?
There has been something bugging me for a long time, and it’s something I doubt many people are aware of. What I’m referring to is quite unusual, but when you hear what I’m talking about for yourself, and can hear what I can, then maybe you’ll understand me more when I refer to subliminal messages… This is not science fiction, I have many examples I can show you from YouTube videos that other people have discovered, and so have I.
I’m referring to music, and I don’t just mean the lyrics you hear with your own ears, especially without editing software. This is all about music flipped into reverse. Believe me, there are many songs out there that sound completely different played backwards than when they were played forwards. I’d be especially careful with modern music, if I were you. Technology advances all the time, and so does their ability to use it. That can mean it can, and from own perspective, already is being, turned against us all too, remember that! What shocked me the most, is that the words sung backwards actually make sense in English. It’s no joke, this is real.
‘mind games through manipulation, is a real threat to all of us‘
I don’t know if they all have malicious intent in mind, some of them may just be experimenting with sound in innocence. Although, the question needs to be asked, why do they even feel a need to do it? I don’t believe the average Joe would mess around with something like this. So, ultimately, I’d watch out, because, in the world we live in today, mind games through manipulation, is a real threat to all of us. When it comes to the experimentation with music, to what extent do they need to use this experimentation? I get the feeling, it’s far too dangerous to mess around with, but it doesn’t prevent people from putting it into practice all the same. Does it? Once something has been discovered, it is rarely put back on the shelf. They keep using it, twisting and manipulating it into their own ideals and wishes. As long as there is corruption in this world, every discovery will end up being twisted to be used against us all, one way or another.
In fact, listening to some of these songs backwards, I’m wondering if some of these reverse words were meant to have a psychological effect on the brain, and with certain others, whether there are secret coded messages being spoken from behind closed doors. Anything’s possible. See? This is what mean. The world isn’t straightforward. There are darker forces at work here… There is always so much to question out there. A very important question we all need to ask here is, do we really need to experiment with songs in this way? What are we REALLY trying to achieve by doing so? I fear it’s far too dangerous, and shouldn’t be used within songs, you never know what effects they are having on us. To be honest, I wouldn’t be surprised that many of us are already under the influence, or manipulated, because of it. I wonder what’s happened to some of the people I’ve written to in the past. Have they been affected by it themselves? Please, for everyone listening, be very careful what songs and music you listen to? If there are words sung in reverse, then I hope you’re able to ask yourself, will it be safe to continue listening to this song further? I wouldn’t want to see more people sucked into the world of brainwashing… I feel none of us do, but I fear, it’s far too common nowadays than people may understand…
A Japanese Example
I’ll present you with one Japanese example, of a singer I’ve listened to, her name is Utada Hikaru. Now, I find it very interesting, because the words she sings backwards, when spun around, like this YouTube video uploader has done, you can hear words in clear English. The song is titled ‘Passion’, and I have to say, the words sung in reverse are very apt to the name of the song.
Song ‘Passion’ by Utada Hikaru
Can you hear it? She sings, ‘I need more affection than you know’. I’ve heard this myself on my MP3 file format of her song, when I reversed it using a software called Audacity. This uploaded YouTube video is proving I’m not the only one who has discovered it either. The first comment under the video states exactly her words she says in English. This is not sung on the front side of her song, but distorted, almost like it’s spoken in tongues…
Song ‘Passion’ by Utada Hikaru
You can hear it for yourself in the link above, the words ‘I need more affection than you know’ are sung differently. She doesn’t sing the words normally, but they are clearly electronically reversed in order for her words to say something different when mirror imaged.
In fact, I have my own thoughts for the visual creative expression shown of the Chemtrails (not something to think fondly about…) in the music video above (which I may add a blog post about in the future), and the combination of the colours purple and green (which could be more ominous than you might think, if my theory is accurate. Watch out for anything with a combination of purple and green colours, I get the horrible feeling they may be some kind of a warning of mind games). To me, to mix backwards words, with these two elements, makes me wonder what’s really going on here… Maybe it’s not as innocent as I first thought. Who knows?
I can tell you something else as well. If you think it’s just restricted to Japan, then you may be surprised to know, I’ve discovered the same thing in even earlier British songs, even dating back to The Beatles, well, the latter stages of the 1960s anyway. This is not something new, there are people out there who have recognised what I’m referring to for themselves, it’s not just me. It’s been around for many, many years, it’s just not many people know about it. If you do, you’ll look at music in a whole new way. There’s more, I’ve heard all sorts of different songs by different artists, especially between the 1980s and 1990s, and there have been certain key songs which have certain words spoken, or sung, within them, played backwards, which also sing words in English. I wonder if you can spot the same words I do when I listen to them. I’m going to add a few links in my future blog posts to see what you think.
I wrote this as a reply to Adelaide Dupont in my previous blog post, ‘Being Genuine, Honest and Dedicated can lead you to trauma’, https://bit.ly/2Ufv9S5. I decided, instead of replying to it directly, I would include it as a separate blog post in itself.
Relating the previous blog post to current events
When it comes to platitudes and sayings, I feel that people tend to read and acknowledge them in different ways, if at all. It all depends on what people really think about what they may or may not mean to them. I feel they are all in the eyes of the beholder, but at the same time, as I said, they have a danger to mean something completely contradictory as well. Also, as I said, psychological mind games could also have something to do with certain sayings as well. The world out there is not as straightforward as some people might choose to believe. There is too much corruption out there, and there are too many ways that words can be used, and indeed, twisted because of it. When you think about it, we’re all in danger one way or another. For example, take this recent Coronavirus. People can be a lot more vulnerable to the chosen word or two, especially when it comes from more official circles, such as, from parliamentary circles, the television news networks, newspapers, even by word of mouth. All it can take is a few misplaced words, and there is a danger that many people may not look passed those words, to the truth behind them. I feel, there’s too much corruption in the world to think that, this Coronavirus is the only thing to worry about. In my opinion, I feel there’s likely to be something underlying this virus which is what we’re being led to against our will, and awareness. I feel, if you look deep enough, there are too many factors which can, and probably already has, led to manipulation. Take for example, the need to purchase toilet rolls, where did that idea come from, did someone put that into people’s minds through subliminal messages? This is what I’m talking about. People may not even be aware of what is being done to them…
Pictorial expression
I feel the image I used at the top of this blog post (https://bit.ly/2TVmmGc) is apt, in so many ways, to how I feel. I don’t simply look to the immediate, I tend to look several steps ahead, and that’s where I often feel like the black sheep. I don’t mind questioning the world around me. I feel it’s healthy, after all, the world has proven, time and time again, over it’s history, that there are darker forces at work out there, and it can often take a keen eye to take notice of them. There are times when it can take us longer than others to come to terms with what is truly happening out there. There are times when people are unable to understand. Sometimes I wonder, about that saying, ‘Ignorance is bliss’. To be quite honest with you, there are times I’m wondering about sayings like that. I mean, feeling alone, lonely, isolated and trapped as I do, I can’t become ignorant. Once you learn the truth, there’s no way you can hide it away, you’re always going to be aware of it, no matter where you go, or what you do. If something hostile were masked before you, but you knew it was hostile, but the person beside you didn’t, what do you do if they defend the hostility, without knowing? I find, that in itself is the biggest question of them all… I fear there are too many people who are unaware of the dangers out there, and willingly fall from metaphorical cliffs without acknowledging they’re there…
Being myself, and exhaustion
I am myself, I stay true to myself, but too often I’ve noticed people feel they need to ‘mask’ and ‘pass’. Well, my situation is more complicated than that. You see, I’ve been through my own form of emotional trauma, and as a result, I ended up with churned emotions deep down inside. They began rising to the surface in expressive writing. I write exactly how I feel, exactly how I am. Everything I write is true to who I am, and my feelings. That can be a mixed blessing, depending on who you’re writing to of course. I have always had difficulty writing to multiple people at once. I’m not able to condense my writing, but it takes a lot of energy all the same. I always end up with writer’s block before too long, and I have to build up to the next feat in writing. My drive for writing doesn’t come all at once.
Emotional shock
Over years, I was not always open about my feelings, there was a time when I bottled my pain up inside. Bullying is what caused my feelings to be bottled up, but one of the biggest events of my early teen years, was an experience of total shock, well, there were several moments of shock I experienced back then. However; one of the key points of shock arrived as a result of the person I was mentioning in my comment on Quincy’s blog post. There was one girl, through her friends, who admitted to me she had a crush on me. Now, for me at the time, as a teenage boy, who always felt alienated, isolated, trapped, alone and lonely, you’d think it would be a Godsend, wouldn’t you? Well, it may well have done, if I’d not been hurt a few years earlier due to bullying, of the emotional kind. Taking advantage of my earlier vulnerability and innocence. I didn’t think girls wanted to get to know me at all, until years later, when I went through an additional shock, but there was nothing I could do, I was under too much anxiety at the time.
Chain reaction and conviction
What I experienced in my life has been a chain reaction, one relating to the another, relating to another, and so on… It can really brutalise your inner psyche, to such a degree that you don’t know where the genuine are from the false… I feel, I’m only likely to find the true, if I remain true to myself too. Who wishes to find false people? I know I certainly don’t. Personally, I feel we all deserve our true selves. Unfortunately, I’ve noticed the outside world doesn’t tend to agree with me… I can’t change who I am, I am who I am, and I only wish others would accept me for who I am… Since writing is my strength, and due to my immense anxiety, even to the point of agoraphobia, due to my traumas, to the outside world, it drove me to the internet to communicate.
The internet world can be chaotic
The internet can be a world of it’s own, I’ve written to all sorts of people on the internet, it’s not been a pleasant experience. There have also been some people on the autistic spectrum who have caused me traumas as well… We live in a very mixed up world, in more ways than one, I’ve written to people on the autistic spectrum who have tried to manipulate, and organisations who are supposed to support individuals on the autistic spectrum who have also tried to manipulate… One chain reaction after another. It can really open your eyes to what’s really going on out there… Abuse can come from many different sources, even from those on the autistic spectrum too… Life has an unfortunate way of kicking you when you’re suffering the most, I’ve witnessed that for myself. Just when you didn’t think it could get much worse, oh no, you’re mistaken, it just has…
Compassion and clashing
Yes, well, when it comes to dedication. I always thought, if I put enough effort into a social experience, that in the end, it could grow into something greater, but I’ve witnessed for myself, that it isn’t always the case. There are some people who just will not acknowledge that dedication. Unfortunately, there are times when affection, care and time, just cannot penetrate into the heart of those you care about, then you find yourself stabbed in the back, and left to fend for yourself, alone… That has been my experiences. There are times I’ve said to myself, why did it have to be this person I spend all my time, dedication and affection to? Why couldn’t it have been this person, or that, why did it have to be someone who has no emotional feeling? What did I spend all those years caring for? A robot? Was I considered to be a robot? What am I, a worn out shoe to be discarded on the scrap heap when they’re finished with you? These are some of feelings circling around my mind. Including, why is it that there are some people out there who just fail to understand the value of companionship and love? What would life be if love didn’t exist in the world? What is love? People have different opinions on what the word means, but from my own experience, it can be salvation. Compassion, care, love, understanding, the ability to relate to another, these are some of the traits I feel many people out there have lost. The basic makeup of consciousness that make us who we are. They give us all a conscience.
Trauma can come from many different sources, and it can come from the differences between people as well. I’ve witnessed how two people’s ideals can totally and utterly clash with one another’s, and can led to further trauma. Everyone has a breaking point, everyone has a topic or notion in their lives where something can just snap inside them, and they can’t take it anymore, they breakdown and spiral into endless despair. That’s where the healing hand of compassion can make the world of a difference. There have been one or two times where I was almost there, and it was cruelly robbed from under me, never to return again. There was nothing I could do to stop it; they were out of my hands.
The gentle knife strike
Even if it takes a long time to get to know someone, through dedication, attentiveness, care and understanding. A female in my case. When I start to become more open, not only about my feelings towards them themselves, but towards the world around me, then I’ve been through experiences where the written, or spoken, word can be more brutal than you might think. Unfortunately, I’ve written to several people in the past who have the uncanny ability to metaphorically stab you in the back, and do it with a smile on their faces. Experiences like that are unforgettable. It’s called betrayal, and I know A LOT about that feeling, over and over again, in many different ways.
More sayings with multiple meanings
About ‘Keep Calm and Carry On’, well, when you think about it, if you look at the words closely, even voice them to yourself, how many different meanings could you come up with for what they may mean? There are many words, phrases and platitudes which can have multiple meanings, if you begin to analyse them. You may be surprised to find that the meaning you may think at first, may not be the same meaning that someone else is secretly trying to put across to you. Corruption is dangerous, and there are too many people in high places out there who’d choose their words VERY carefully, but direct them in an entirely different way than first thought.
Think about the words, ‘I’m only thinking of what’s BEST for you’, those words really mean, ‘I’m only thinking what I THINK IS BEST for you’, or, to put it more accurately, ‘You’re going to do as I say, whether you like it or not’. Do you see what I mean? People don’t always have affection and care behind the words they say out loud, in their minds’, they may very well have malicious intent in mind. There are too many ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ out there, especially when you’re taken off guard. That is what a psychopath, con artist or abuser is waiting for, and the moment they catch you vulnerable, they attack. It’s why this world is as chaotic as it is, it’s because there are certain forces out there who are only out to attack us at a moment’s notice, if it’s to support their ultimate agenda, no matter how heinous it may be.
Another saying, it is for the ‘greater good’, who’s ‘greater good’ are we talking about here? What are their ideologies? Whose to say their own ‘greater good’ is just, what if it’s something you feel deep down inside is immoral? How would you know, if you don’t question it first? Knowledge is the difference between following blindly, and acknowledging the truth to be several steps ahead. In a world like this, I feel you need to be able to think several steps ahead, because I find it has a nasty way of biting you in the back when you least expect it. Mind you, I’ve still had awareness, and still been stabbed in the back, but is it better to be aware of the knife coming towards you to have a chance of diverting it away, or do you just choose to let it penetrate? That’s the question.
Taking a break from the previous blog post about Japan and it’s coping strategies for loneliness (of which I’m suffering with myself), I thought I’d include a small synopsis into my reasons for creating this blog site in the first place. Well, technically, there’s a torrent of reasons, but this particular case is boarding on unbearable…
You see, in all these 28 years of living, I have seen a lot in my life, from my own perspective, and I can tell you, trying to live as a genuine, honest and dedicated human being can be one of the hardest lifestyles to live. Do you know why? Well, I’ll tell you, from my experiences. You hear so many twisted words, phrases and platitudes in this life. Everything from, ‘Be yourself’, ‘If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again’, ‘Do unto others as you want others to do unto you’, ‘God helps those who help themselves’, and one of the worst, ‘Keep Calm and Carry On’. I have heard so many of them growing up, but from my point of view, my observations of them are that this world, either twists the meaning of them all, or they are blatant lies to cover up the real truth. I could list you each one and give you an example, either from personal experiences, or from my perspective of the world.
‘Be yourself’
It’s meaning seems to change from person to person…
Now, what do you normally figure the words ‘Be yourself’ to mean? To me, they mean sticking true to your values no matter what the world and its immorality have thrown at you. That is my own observation. Personally, I’m glad I stuck by this principle, but what if someone else misinterprets these words, what could it mean to someone who has difficulty speaking in person, face-to-face for example? Say they have difficulty talking to someone straight away. What happens if they need to read some passages they’d prepared for themselves in advance, to help them to explain and express the topics they’d find too difficult to say on the spot, under pressure and anxiety? What then? That’s when the term ‘Be yourself’ is taken to a completely different level. If you are uncomfortable talking to someone new for the first time, isn’t it natural to be nervous? It can take some of us a long time to build the courage to talk to another in fluent conversation. It can take time, trust, understanding and care, for you to truly, ‘Be yourself’, in the way that some people perceive those words.
‘If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again’
Now we get to the nitty-gritty of the phrases
For me personally, this phrase has got to be one of the most painful phrases of them all. It isn’t the worst, but it’s getting there. Why? It’s because this is exactly what I have been doing for around 18 years of my life, well, technically, 23 years, but I’m rounding down due to a more focused trauma…
One particular case springs to mind, of an experience I went through for over six years. In fact, it brings several of these quotes together, since they all relate in one way or another. There was a female I was in contact with through those years, she was two years younger than me, but if anyone proved to me that this quote is meaningless, it would be her, W.I.T.H.O.U.T a doubt. That no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you care, no matter how much you put into it, you only end up buried head first deep into the ground…
Now, since this is more of a fractioned blog post, I’m going to refrain from talking about it too much because it’s a subject that deserves a blog post, or several, of it’s own. Let’s just say, over those six plus years, I grew feelings for her, I cared for her deeply, but due to the traumas I was going through, it took me a long time to open up about them. I was always honest with her, I was always genuine, I always gave it my all, but despite my best efforts, it all came crashing down. I sent her many personal and handmade gifts on her birthdays and at Christmas. I wrote caring, encouraging, thoughtful, and at times, even loving words to her, all of which she loved to read, and hear me say, when I met her for the first and very last time back in 2018. I poured my heart and soul out to her, I did my utmost, I kept trying and trying, to express my feelings in the best way I could, gradually building up the courage to tell her more openly as I was working through my trauma. In the end, I did, and do you know what? You’d think that with all those affectionate and caring words, through all those personal and handmade gifts I’d sent her, that I must have meant something special to her… No… Instead, she throws me away like I’m a piece of rubbish, like I’m nothing but a mere grain of sand, like the shadowed ghost I’d always remained since the day I first entered into the hell of a system called ‘school’. Life never changes, at least not in a good way, huh? ‘School’, ha, what a joke! That’s a blog post there in itself, ‘school’, ‘prison’, ‘life’, can YOU tell the difference!?
Anyway, my point being, I did ‘try and try again’, not just with her either, I’ve tried many times, all over the internet, in so many different ways, but to no avail… Nothing ever worked, in all these years.
‘Do unto others as you want others to do unto you’
A quote twisted to within an inch of it’s life
Now, I can imagine a lot of you saying, “Oh, surely not!” However; you may be surprised to know how this quote was twisted back in the school system as I was growing up. I witnessed how this quote became something darker, simply because the words were taken too literally. I have witnessed bully victims who must have taken those words and twisted them into something like, ‘Bully unto others as they’d want to bully unto you’. Why do I say that? It’s because one of these bully victims did just that, took that abusive nature and projected it upon others, and I know this, because I was one of the victims of that reflected bullying. I can also tell you something else as well. I later discovered this same bullied bully on Facebook a long time later, only his way of thinking and ideology clearly backfired, because his social life was clearly twisted because of it. I feel he tied himself up in knots so he didn’t know whether he was coming or going. So, this is what can happen when you start taking phrases like this too literally, which I feel is all too common, because let’s think about this for a second. How many people do you REALLY think care about their fellow man and woman? If you think about that for yourself, then it draws you to the conclusion that there are far too many out there who’d stab you in the back without a second thought… I should know, I’ve witnessed enough of them in my lifetime!
‘God helps those who help themselves’
Here’s an interesting quote which I’ve never quite understood
Now, this quote makes us think that if we were to carry out a task for ourselves, then God will assist us through our efforts. However; in modern times, words and phrases can develop into multiple meanings. Let’s take these two words, ‘help themselves’. What do you think that can mean?
On the one hand it can mean when you do something to help yourself, but there are two very important points that need to be mentioned here. One is, how can you ‘help yourself’ if you’re impaired in some way, are unable to function as easily as someone abler? Are you able to ‘help yourself’ then? So, are we saying, God may not help us at all simply because we are unable to ‘help ourselves’? So, where is the benevolence in that? I don’t really understand quotes like that…
There is another important point which I feel the words, ‘help themselves’, can be interpreted into as well. The words, ‘help yourself’, has an unfortunate way of sounding like a term for greed or gluttony, two of the seven deadly sins mentioned within the Bible. Take for example, ‘Excuse me, but I’ll just HELP MYSELF to that’. You see what I mean? So, are we saying that if we, ‘help ourselves’, to something, God will help us?
Personally I feel there are too many quotes like these that have a dangerous way of having too many multiple, and contradictory, meanings. They can be easily misinterpreted.
‘Keep Calm and Carry On’
Here is one of Britain’s most iconic, ironic, and in my opinion, insensitive quotes of all time
Personally, why these words should ever be associated with the United Kingdom makes me sick… What do YOU really think these words truly mean? Do you think they mean, ‘calm down and think things through’? No, in my eyes, I see, ‘Now, calm down! Put up with it, or shut up!’ To me, it is an insult.
The fact that it’s become a quote used and modified to fit fashion and icon trends leads me to suspect what this quote was originally intended to do. This is psychological mind games if ever I’ve seen one. It’s one of the most blatantly obvious and in your face, if you’re willing to recognise it. If you’re just one of the masses, who accept these quotes as just a part of life, and move on, then it proves to me the effects it’s already having on the public.
When exactly did this quote come into existence we should all ask ourselves? Did it just creep into existence and become a sudden fashion statement? Why? Why should a quote like this become so famous? What is it truly about that makes people think about it? Is it because it’s shoved into our faces within shop windows, on internet advertisements, on television? Mass corporations and businesses are pushing this forward. Do you think they’re doing this simply for profit, or for something much worse?
For one, yes, the trends are what companies and businesses follow in order to make a profit, it’s true. Take for example, if you were to take a franchise in a particular bag, they may want to add a certain statement or slogan recognised as a way to advertise their product. However; what happens when it’s psychologically based, say it’s something they want the public to look at to take their attention away from something important. Like for example, the morality of the company selling the product. Are they a genuinely honest company, do they treat their employees fairly, where do they source their materials and workforce, is it truly fair trade, or slave labour? Do you see what I mean? The words ‘Keep Calm and Carry On’, would mean, ‘Oh, don’t worry about the corruption of the company, just let it go and keep going’. See, the world isn’t so straightforward then, is it?
Conclusion
Sometimes I wonder whether these quotes and platitudes are more designed for the purposes of psychological mind tricks than to actually provide anyone any real advice or support. I have always been sick to death of platitudes. I can remember the empty words I used to hear all too many times in my early school years growing up, and the painted on grins plastered on the school officials faces every time inspectors came to visit. You knew, as soon as the reports would be filed for the school, it was going to get a beaming sheen…that is a beaming sheen of LIES, nothing more! They can put on an act as much as they like, but the reality is always in the eyes of the poor students who have to suffer through each day, especially those who felt alone, trapped and isolated, in a system, be it school or life in general, which understands you about as much as a mammoth understands the perspective of the world through the eyes of a mouse…
I have a lot of interest in modern Japanese entertainment, from anime to the music, both recent and traditional, I love the art, culture, the natural landscape, flora and architecture, however; I have noticed a couple of points which start to remind me how alone and lonely we all truly are in this world. Two such elements, well, technically more than two, but I’ll focus on these two for the time being, one of them I’ll mention in a separate blog post, but for now, the one I’ll be focusing on is the concept of hiring a friend, girlfriend, or any particular social status you’re looking for. Yes, you heard me correctly, I said, HIRING, as in paying money for social connections. I’m not making it up, it’s true, real, and I really wouldn’t be surprised if it weren’t just taking place in Japan either; I bet it’s over here in Britain in its own form too. In fact, I know, from personal experience, how greedy dating websites have been, so I KNOW an organisation like this is very much a genuine issue for all of us, in one way or another…
title quoted from the above article on The Atlantic.
When we all get to the point in our evolution as human beings, the moment we all feel we need to pay money in order to make social connections proves to me just how alienated we all are as people. If you get to such a stage that no one can trust another human soul, and you have to money to ‘look’ as if you are not alone, then it proves my point absolutely. If that doesn’t prove we’re all lonely in this world, I don’t know what does!
So, since I’m a straight single man living in the United Kingdom feeling lonely, alone, trapped, alienated, isolated, I should ‘hire’ a girlfriend because I’m not going to be able to find the real out there, because you have to PAY for it, do you? What is this world coming, or indeed, already has, come to, when organisations like these are thriving? We shouldn’t have to have organisations like this, but the fact that they exist, should show and prove to the world, just how shameful we as human beings have lost the basic and simple concept of being able to relate to each other, to get to know one another, to know we can trust in one another. I don’t know whether to feel boiling up with fury or downtrodden in the lowest form of depression by the knowledge of the existence of organisations like this. To be honest, I feel it’s a mixture of both. I mean, what do YOU truly think of organisations like this? I’d love to hear your opinions… I wish more people, especially around my age of 28, can understand what organisations like these are proving what this world is being driven to, what we as human beings are being denied us, the fact that we feel we need to pay in order to socialise!
If we all started out as cave men and women, did we need to pay in order to talk to each other? Did we need to pay to prove to those of the opposite sex who we are and that we are trustworthy, genuine, care and would be interested to get to know them further? What kind of a world are we coming to here?
Kicking of the year 2020, feeling shattered and lost. As of February of this year, I’m 28 year old. I’m a male struggling to find people in my generation who are still sane living within the United Kingdom, it’s harder than it sounds, believe me… To be honest, these days I feel more like an alien, feeling like an outcast, because I feel like the people closer to my own age are becoming impossible to talk or write to. I feel people are losing touch with who they truly are, looking at life with common sense, using your mind to analyse. Nothing in life is a straightforward, what might look safe at first glace, is anything but once you research further. Delving into life taking the world for granted, taking risks when you have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. These concepts may seem perfectly adequate to someone as strong and hard as granite, but when you’re not, you like to look at life from an outside perspective to gain a greater wisdom, without condemning yourself to some unknown malady along the way.
So, if you can understand what I mean, feel the same yourself, find yourself completely misunderstood, alone, trapped, alienated, when all you’re doing is being true to yourself in a world full of lies, deceit and corruption. A world where only the evil in this world seem to thrive. Where the downtrodden struggle to cope with the oppression of our everyday lives. A world where we’re all merely slaves, or mice, locked in a laboratory cage, while eyes from above us watch over you to analyse and manipulate your every movement, according to their whims. Where the only way to escape is to drown your mind in your hobbies and interests. However; even then you begin to work out, it’s just not working anymore, the awareness of this oppression is just too strong. The need to communicate with others your age takes a hold of you and you feel you must open up to the outside world, express yourself, let others know what you’re going through and how you feel.
So, if you can relate to any of that, or you’re just curious to find out more, just keep reading my blog, and I’ll explain and express myself in more detail. If you’d like to add a comment to any of my blog posts, please do so. Also, if you’d like to send me a message, or wish to write, just let me know. I’d love to be able to connect with others in my generation who still have sanity in the United Kingdom, if it’s population hasn’t completely gone crazy. The words, ‘Keep Calm and Carry On’, spring to mind… What a statement, needs a blog post all of it’s own that one does, what rhetoric to tow us slaves or mice all in line… Please don’t be shy, just send me a message, I won’t bite, it’s the people who’ve been sucked into the corrupt mind zombies in this country, or world, who might…
Lost in an Alien World 